How nontraditional students are trying to build community at KU

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For Chiquita Jackson, a political science major at the University of Kansas, being the first to do something has always motivated her. She was the first in her family to graduate high school and she was the first to attend college. But the route to being the first in her family to graduate from college has been a difficult task for Jackson, who graduates in May. During the first week of her freshman year in 2012, her father died at a party.

 

“My dad went to a party in Detroit, and he was trying to break up a fight, and five men shot him and kicked him down,” Jackson, a Detroit native, said. My uncle came to my dorm room and told me about it, and I just broke down and cried.”

 

The following school year, Jackson’s mom was doused in gasoline by her ex-boyfriend.

 

“I had to make the decision at 19-years-old to pull the plug on my mother, and after my dad passed away, I just shut off,” Jackson said. “I was depressed. I stayed to myself. I really didn’t want to people to see me sweat or cry because I’m from a family where we don’t really show our emotions. At that moment, I felt like I really didn’t have anyone to talk to.”

 

After her sophomore year, Jackson made the decision to take a year-and-a-half break from school. Now, Jackson, a 24-year-old senior at the University is a part of a slowly declining demographic in college education—-nontraditional students. About 7 million college students are nontraditional students, according a report from the National Center for Education Statistics (NCES) earlier this year, and the overall enrollment for that demographic has declined since 2010 (about 9 million students).

 

Although the University doesn’t have an exact number on nontraditional student because of missing data, the University estimates that nontraditional students make up about 25 percent of its undergraduate population, according to the Student Involvement and Leadership Center’s website. The University defines nontraditional students as undergraduates who identify with any of the following characteristics:

 

  • are three or more years older than their classmates
  • commute 10 or more miles away from home or work to campus
  • is married
  • has children
  • is a veteran

 

Jackson said receiving no support from the University after her parents’ death highly influenced her decision to take a break from school.

 

“It was tough for me and the University did not make it easy for me at all,” Jackson said. “I didn’t know what type of resources that were there for me, so I had to take a break,” Jackson said. “I was looking to go back home, but I knew that if I went back home, then I would get distracted. That was just me being strong and knowing what I had to do rather than just giving up on myself.”

 

Jackson stayed in Lawrence and took online classes at Barton Community College in Leavenworth. She also worked at a debt collection agency in Olathe. She re-enrolled at the University during the 2016-17 school year as a junior.

 

“It’s still a little frustrating to me because I’m dealing with hardships in terms of constantly having to prove myself to people and me trying to find a way to trust KU again after I feel like they betrayed me,” Jackson said.  “It’s still a work in progress.”

 

Getting a bachelor’s degree is still a work in progress for 32-year-old Chris Conde, who’s starting his first year at the University. Conde, a journalism major, went to Hutchinson Community College and received his associate’s degree last year. Conde said he would’ve received his bachelor’s degree by now if other obstacles didn’t get in the way.

 

“I lost a semester chasing work at a newspaper, I lost a semester chasing work at a radio station, and I lost a semester when my journalism program was shut down in the spring of 2017,” Conde said.

 

During his first year at Hutchinson Community College, Conde, who’s from McPherson, Kansas,  interned at McPherson Sentinel where he eventually became circulation manager. He worked as a news director for KBBE 96.7 FM radio station after leaving the newspaper, but Conde stepped down from the position to focus more on school.

 

“I loved the radio station, and I loved what I was doing, but it wasn’t going to help me finish my education in the time frame that I wanted to, and I wanted to be done in 2020,” Conde said.

 

Conde certainly didn’t know that working in media was the right job for him after graduating high school in 2004. That’s part of the reason why he waited nearly 11 years before enrolling in college. During that time, he spent his time travelling the country, being a night manager at a hotel, being a furniture mover and opening a cleaning business.

 

“I wouldn’t say that I was looking for myself, but I just wasn’t necessarily interested in education,” Conde said. “The things that I was doing didn’t require a lot of education and I was making good money. But when I got out of high school, I suppose that I wanted to be martyr, maybe. I wanted to fight political injustice, I wanted to be at the forefront of social change, and I didn’t know what that meant. It wasn’t until years later that I found journalism as that thing.”

 

Since enrolling at the University this semester, Conde said it’s been difficult getting adjusted to a new environment with students who don’t share the same circumstances. Conde currently works with KJHK, and he’s a crime reporter for the Lawrence Journal-World.

 

“It’s tough being an older student and trying to learn a new city,” Conde said. “It’s a huge gap between community college coursework and university level coursework, and kind of juggling all of that at the same time has been a bit difficult.

 

Conde credits the Office of First Year Experience for making him feel more comfortable as a nontraditional student.

 

“First Year has some pretty focused off-campus and nontraditional programs,” Conde said. “That was great during the beginning of the semester. I liked the Common Book discussion, but after Hawk Week, that was the last time I attended some of those events.”

 

Howard Graham, education programmer for the Office of First Year Experience, said his team has been incorporating nontraditional students into their events for the past three years.

 

“We’ve put a lot of our efforts into serving off-campus students, and nontraditional students tend to be off-campus students, so, like for Hawk Week, we’ve tried to ramp up our off-campus meeting and hold it in the Union and it runs at the same time as traditional students are meeting with us in their residence halls,” Graham said.

 

Graham also said that Late Night Breakfast, an event aimed to ease the stress finals week for students, is another program in which they’ve tried to cater to off-campus students.

 

“We’ve put out through our social media channels that if you’re a student who’s living off campus and don’t have a meal plan, you can come to our office to get a voucher,” Graham said.

 

Living off campus is another factor that makes Jackson not feel a sense of community at the University. However, since returning in 2016, Jackson was involved with the Black Pre-Law Society on campus and served as the president of Multicultural Student Government. And she still wants to continue that trend of being the first. After graduation, she plans to work toward becoming the first black female Supreme Court justice.

 

“If I didn’t go through that traumatic experience so early on in my college years, I probably would’ve been more able to success and graduate on time instead of taking a break,” Jackson said.“But I still know, regardless if graduating school would take me six years, eight years or 20 years, they [my parents] would still be proud of me”

 

SILC houses a resource guide, scholarship information and other services for nontraditional students on its website.

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How graduate students are managing their mental health

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Margarita Nuñez Arroyo, a Ph.D. candidate at the University, tries to maintain her mental health issues while becoming more adapted to the work load from graduate school.

The road to obtaining a doctoral degree in American Studies is often a lonely one for Margarita  Nuñez Arroyo, who just started her first semester of the program at the University of Kansas. And the loneliness she feels does nothing but add more pressure to issues that she’s faced for most of her life like her depression, anxiety and eating disorder.

 

“I think it’s the workload,” Nuñez Arroyo said,  referring to how the course work in her doctoral

program often makes her mental health issues more apparent. “But getting a Ph.D. is a pretty lonely path, so when you get lonely, you think a lot. I think that’s part of it— this loneliness that creeps on me and I start to like uncover and move beyond my flesh and all these bad things and bruises I don’t want to think about just come to the surface.”

 

Nuñez Arroyo said that her eating disorder, which developed from a traumatic event she encountered during high school(which she wishes to not disclose), is the start of the domino effect for the other mental illnesses that she struggles with.

 

“My eating disorder is very central to my being,” Nuñez Arroyo said. “ If I’m not eating, then I feel bad because I know my parents would feel bad. But if I eat too much, I feel bad because I don’t want to eat too much. Food is like an everyday thought, and when I think about food, it connects to my depression and anxiety.”

 

Although Nuñez Arroyo said she’s getting better at managing those issues since she’s been in graduate school, it’s still a daily challenge for her to effectively deal with her mental health while trying to adapt to the new environment.

 

“ When I feel those feelings coming, I know that I need to get out of my apartment,” the Compton, California, native said. “I swim a lot now when I start getting those feelings. I’m getting better at doing that now. I think, before, I used to, like,  after something would happen, I wouldn’t eat or I would seclude myself. Now, when I feel it, I think about going to study at Watson [Library] or going somewhere where there are people.”

 

While Nuñez Arroyo’s sense of loneliness triggering her mental health issues speaks volumes, she certainly isn’t alone in the fact that she’s faced  with the burdens of graduate school and managing her mental health. Graduate students are six times more likely to suffer from depression and anxiety, according to a study from Nature Biotechnology from March. The alarming rate doesn’t just speak volumes, but it could also indicate a immediate cry for help or be described as a crisis, even.  The study, based on a survey sent to graduate students via social media and email, revealed that 39 percent of the respondents scored in the moderate-to-severe depression range, compared to just 6 percent of the general public who were previously surveyed. Furthermore, about 90 percent of those respondents were Ph.D. candidates, like Nuñez Arroyo.

 

Graduate school is demanding

Tyler Allen, who’s a master’s student at the University in the Museum Studies program and African and African-American Studies program, said she’s not surprised that graduate students are significantly challenged with their mental health. Allen said she often struggles with anxiety and adds pressure on herself to be successful.

 

“Along with going to school, a lot of graduate students, if not all of them, live on their own,” Allen, who’s from Denver, Colorado,  said. “You have to have a job and be able to pay your bills. Just jumping into this adult life really quickly while trying to accomplish all your goals and dreams can be really overwhelming.”

 

Allen said that the mental health issue could also stem from the pressure to perfect.

 

“I think it’s from this preconceived notion of adult life and wanting to have it all together. It’s almost like people are making it seem as if you’ll be ok as long as you have this and that, but that’s not the case. You can have a way to get around, a way to pay your bills or not have to worry about paying for your classes, and still suffer from depression just because grad school is a lot to tackle and manage.”

 

For Nuñez Arroyo, her main struggles with being graduate school stem from her not taking the traditional route on getting a Ph.D. She went straight into her doctoral program from getting her bachelor’s degree and she was never an American Studies major.

 

“I don’t have a masters, so I went straight into my PhD program from undergrad,” Nuñez Arroyo said. “It’s a little daunting going from a environment where there are lectures to going into a class that’s two or three hours and you’re expected to do the readings and discuss with your peers and your professor.”

 

Nuñez Arroyo’s situation often makes her succumb to the imposter syndrome in which she attempts to prove to herself and everyone else that she belongs in her graduate program. For instance, during the first week of classes, she bought five books on Marxism that weren’t assigned in her classes just so she could really know what was going on in classroom discussions.

 

“I do sometimes feel overwhelmed because I feel like I’m not up to the standard because I wish I knew more about my program, considering that I’m coming from a bachelor’s and I had my focus in journalism,” Nuñez Arroyo said.“But I think it’s also normal when we think about how the imposter syndrome hits all students, but it hits students of color the most, so sometimes I think about how I have to prove myself in those classes, but I have to stop myself from doing that. I have to be nice and kind to myself and understand that I’m not going to know everything, and that’s ok because I’m here to learn.”

 

Applying to graduate school is demanding

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For Jamie Treto, a senior, applying to law school has taken a toll on both her mental and physical health.

Graduate students struggling with their mental health could also be linked to the burden of applying for a program, says Nuñez Arroyo, who applied for 12 graduate programs before choosing the University.

 

“The application process is hard, and you doubt yourself and you criticize yourself, so there’s that aspect messing with your mind,” Nuñez Arroyo said. “Then there’s this notion that you could be a great applicant, but if your research isn’t focusing on research that the faculty is doing in that department, then you might not be accepted. So even before you get into graduate school, the whole process is really exhausting.”

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Jamie Treto, a senior who’s applying for law school, would echo Nuñez Arroyo’s sentiment about applications for graduate school being exhaustive, to say the least. For Treto,  achieving her goal of attending University of California-Berkeley’s law program includes many nights of studying for the LSAT (Law School Admission Test), which is a four-hour test, writing her personal statement, paying for applications fees and  getting letters of recommendation.

 

“I should’ve taken it during the summer, but it completely went over my head, and now I just have too much essays from class that I have to do, so I don’t have sufficient time to study the way I should, Treto, who’s taking the LSAT in January, said. “There’s too much stress that’s kind of been all building up from normal classes and homework and having to prepare for the LSAT. It’s just too much right now.”

 

Treto, whose parents immigrated from Mexico, is a first-generation college student.  She said she’s under a significant amount of pressure to make her parents proud by going to law school.

 

“My parents didn’t even go to middle school,” Treto, who’s from Garden City, Kansas, said. “They only went to sixth grade, so being first-generation, not wanting to disappoint my parents and trying to figure out how to pay for law school, considering that my parents don’t have the best jobs because of their educational attainment, is a lot for me right now.”

Seeking mental health services

 

Treto isn’t seeking any resources to help balance the stress that she faces mainly because she didn’t know about the services that were available. The University’s CAPS (Counseling and Psychological Services) offers a variety of counseling services, including therapy appointments, which cost $15, and psychiatric evaluations, which cost $40.

 

“I didn’t even know what CAPS was until my friend suggested their services to me this year,” Treto said. “ I’m not sure that many people know about the services that are available, but I definitely think it’s not talked about enough. Fifteen dollars isn’t a lot of money for some people, but, when you’re in college, fifteen dollars is gas money or grocery money.”

 

Although Nuñez Arroyo is currently seeking help from CAPS, she had to pause her sessions to save money. She simply can’t afford it right now.

 

I think that mental health services should be more accessible to students,” Nuñez Arroyo said. “We ask students, if they’re not going to come to class and they’re sick, to bring a doctor’s note. Well, what happens when students don’t have access to health insurance?”

 

Sharee Mims, who’s a social worker for CAPS, said that her office provides graduate student group therapy groups. CAPS also offered a dissertation distress group, but it’s not active this semester. Mims said she thinks that the mental health issue for graduate students is very nuanced.

 

“When you look at a traditional graduate student, they’re often times in a different phase of life,” Mims said. “There are different dynamics that are going on and they may be under different forms of pressure and they may have family systems that they are trying to care for. They may be responsible for their livelihood, from an economic standpoint, so working and attending graduate school can be challenging.”

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Speech Story

Wichita State professor gives lecture emphasizing the notion of schema and its effects

Wichita State professor Susan Sterrett said that beliefs are formed through the joint effort of schema and social interaction during a lecture this evening at the University of Kansas. Sterrett gave a three-part presentation on how schema, which is an organizational pattern or structure that guides one’s actions, can be applied to more than beliefs. Sterrett said she recognized that schema is an essential factor for perception, cognition and action.

Sterrett’s research stems from her 1999 dissertation titled “How Beliefs Make a Difference” in which she made the argument that beliefs are efficacious and directly involve schematic action. She also incorporated philosopher Ulric Neisser’s 1976 book titled “Cognition and Reality” in which he elaborates on the notion of schema. However, Sterrett said that Neisser’s work provides a limited view of schema.

“I developed the notion of schema further into schemata [plural form of schema] for social interaction as a basis for creation and maintenance of social institutions,” Sterrett said.

 Sterrett also said that beliefs, which are based on perceptions and memory, are mainly individualistic and they directly relate to social interactions.

“Beliefs are incorporated into aspects of anticipatory schemata, which give rise to social interaction,” Sterrett said.

Sterrett, a Curtis D. Gridley Distinguished Professor of History and Philosophy of Science at Wichita State University, is known for her research involving the application of scientific concepts to philosophy.

About 40 people attended the lecture titled “Schema, Perception, and Memory in Social Interaction” in the Divine Nine room of the Kansas Union. The audience engaged with Sterrett in a lively question-and-answer session after the lecture.

Mike Otteson, a graduate student in Philosophy department, said that Sterrett’s discussion of memory was particularly fascinating. According to Sterrett, collective memory is a factor that’s included in how beliefs cause social interaction because beliefs are significantly influenced by collective memory.

“This was an interesting way of thinking about what might actually be in your brain that enables you to remember things that happened in the past,” Otteson said.

Camden Capps, a junior studying business analytics, said that although the lecture was a bit difficult to understand, he still learned something valuable.

“There was some vocabulary that I wasn’t sure of, but I thought overall it was good,” Capps said. “I think schemas are kind of hard to define, but they’re the basic building blocks of everything else that we build up on, so I think that’s pretty interesting.”

After the audience posed several questions regarding the definition of schema, Sterrett elaborated on the topic, telling the audience that schema is both individual and engages more than one idea.

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